the one thing that's always gotten me....

i really can't keep pulling myself back to you... what your write .... it burns me inside... your love for another... it burns the hell out of me.... it makes my skin crawl.... it makes my eyes fill with bloody tears that i've been waiting to cry for five years... five years of me stuffing other girls with the love i hold for you... and i can't do it any more... i can't keep reading what you write... because instead of being toasty inside i'm burnt with envy...