going out with a bang

today will be my last day up this season... i gambled on a monday and got ten inches of fresh stuff .... i leave on thursday morning at four.... i have never been away from home for this long so i'm excited and nervous .... i love where i live but i also love the trade so i'm stuck somewhere in between regret and anticipation... it's like never waking up .... always being in this dream state... but i'm sure that everything will unfold the way it's supposed to...