is it ok

i want to forget but something is telling me not to...
i don't think it's you ... i wish it was...
that way i could say no instead of not knowing who to answer to....
this want, it's stuck deep inside of me ... like a thorn on the right side of my heart....
i want to pull the want out but i fear that with the release i will let loose a storm....
a sea of .... well... i don't know....
is it ok not to know....
is it ok to hold on....
i was hoping you could answer....