going out with a bang

today will be my last day up this season... i gambled on a monday and got ten inches of fresh stuff .... i leave on thursday morning at four.... i have never been away from home for this long so i'm excited and nervous .... i love where i live but i also love the trade so i'm stuck somewhere in between regret and anticipation... it's like never waking up .... always being in this dream state... but i'm sure that everything will unfold the way it's supposed to...

i am losing steam

so I don't know about you but
i am losing steam
and by steam i really mean that
i am letting go of my dreams
but what i actually mean by dreams
is that i am forgeting you forgeting me
and i am really not trying to imply anything
besides the fact that
i am losing steam

i'm going to michigan soon
and my mind is going too....
i hope